Saturday, May 19, 2007

GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This sucks! I moved out of Smalltownland in order to get my life back. No sooner do I move here, I fucking tore a fucking muscle, resulting in my basically having to spend every fucking night at home for fucking weeks. My leg’s still not better, but this past week, I have been walking well enough that I made tons of plans. With the exception of a very fun Grey’s evening with Carissa and another new friend, every single fucking plan fell through. Here’s my week:

Casual date with McI Tuesday—Cancelled on account of illness. Poor guy is still sick.
Dinner with friend—Double booked.
Drinks with another friend Friday night—Sister had her baby.
Saturday night/Sunday with out-of-town friend—Forgot she had made other plans.
Backup plan to go to art museum with sister today—Poor girl got a nasty allergy attack.

Result—Wind up in Casey’s last night chit-chatting with the middle-aged ladies and gently fending off the advance of a late-middle-aged guy and some other poor soul who couldn’t pronounce the title of the book I was reading while claiming to be really interested in the subject. I love Casey’s. It’s a great bar. Wonderfully close by, casual, comfortable, chock full of some of the most amazing characters. It’s a people watching extravaganza. They have good pizza, and they give you free popcorn. It’s a genuine townie bar—an endangered species these days. But it isn’t where I want to be on a Friday night.

Today I’ve done my best to amuse myself. I hung out at a cafĂ©, had a late breakfast in a fantastic diner, went to a used bookshop and a couple of vintage clothing stores, and read. I’ll probably wind up going to some foreign film tonight.

I’m OK with doing things by myself. I enjoy it a lot of the time. But right now I’m so fucking frustrated that I feel like collapsing into a puddle of tears.

Oh, did I mention that it’s freezing cold and raining and it has been since Wednesday?

Or that Carissa, my dear co-worker and fellow Grey's addict, is leaving me for the Promised Land of Seattle?


GAH!!!!!!!!!

13 comments:

Maria said...

I am just impressed that you can actually eat in restaurants by yourself! I am so weird about that. I would have to bring a book or something...anything to not have to just sit there and eat and look around.

And, I have honestly NEVER gone to a bar alone. I mean, how wimpy can I get?

Sassy Sundry said...

If I couldn't do things by myself, I often wouldn't do anything other than drink myself stupid at home while watching Grey's on DVD.

There's nothing wrong with bringing a book. Honestly, I do think it's important to enjoy one's own company. I just would like to not have to enjoy my company so often.

I'll do the memes. I like them.

Scout said...

GAH! indeed. Some days/weeks are just like that.

Sorry this all happened in a string.

Old Knudsen said...

Never fear Knudsen is here.

dive said...

Stop whingeing. That's my job.

Unknown said...

Ok, not a good week, but it's over!

I did that to a calf muscle myself once, three years back. Not funny. Not even remotely amusing. Felt like I'd been hit with a hammer and then I couldn't stand up. I could not put any pressure on it for a year.

Flirty Something said...

Every time I am booked for every night things don't happen but a free week will magically fill up. Glad it's not just me.

Thanks for the Grey warnings, am reading your blog through my fingers.

zirelda said...

Bummer of a week. There's nothing like alone time unless that's not what you're after.

I wandered over here from Maria's. Nice place you've got here.

Sassy Sundry said...

Thanks, Robyn. It just wasn't what I needed. But the sun's out, and life will go on.

You said it, Terroni.

Thanks, Knudsen. I knew I could count on you.

Dive, I can whine with the best of them.

It sucks, doesn't it Conan. I don't think my injury is as serious as yours was. At least I hope not.

Zirelda, welcome! There will be other weeks. Glad you like my humble abode.

Neponset River Bridge Dig said...

Sassy, you're falling apart since moving to the beautiful city. I hear Somerville is really nice this time of year - especially from a window at Casey's

Kav said...

They have good pizza, and they give you free popcorn.

Sounds like heaven. How could you not want to be there?!

Sassy Sundry said...

Rich, I know. It's just been a whole bunch of bad luck. Who knows?

Kav, I dig the place. Just not on Fridays. I didn't mention that the DJ played "My Sharona" or that I heard "Brandy (You're a Fine Girl)" twice this past weekend.

Neponset River Bridge Dig said...

My two favorite songs... I must get to that place ASAP :))